Art,Talents and Randomness

And when you think of it all,and your talents,if they give peace and happines to you,why in the world should you showcase them?

I mean if you really do that,that is put it forward for people to see or hear or whatever,then you invariably become attached to or

atleast seek some kind of response from the audience.

And in the whole process you become somewhat perverse with your idea of art,with your way of carrying out your art,the whole process of art becomes pervert,

for you no longer have the pure intention of pleasing yourself.

And when i say talent it doesn't mean something you have a flair for,something you are skilled at.

It might be singing or dancing or anything else.you might not be particularly good at it.

You might not know the nuances of it.But if you enjoy singing,then sing for the heck of it.

Why should you learn it,aim for perfection and all that,when you get pleasure for yourself when you sing as it is.

Whatever said and done,I have realised that there is a basic urge to get appreciated.Have not been able to make much sense of it though....but,as they say,you can run,you can hide,u you can't escape these "rootless" urges(Somehow,in a vague way i feel these urges have no roots)

And as with any other idea and rationale,this idea here, is bound to be one sided and missing out on many factors,

being constrained with its own limitations and contradictions.